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It seemed so innocent at the time, started with your hand in mine. 
I just wanted to be held, back in 2012. 
But three years later I was still scared to leave my house, 
Even though you had moved away I was certain I'd see you out. 
And still when you come home for New Years, 
My stomach turns when I know you're near. 
I was chained up, I was locked up. 
I was full of fear, whenever you were near. 
Whenever you were near. 
And when the first snow came down, 
I just felt so overwhelmed. 
Memories came flooding back, 
To just how you would act. 
But all I know is I am faded on the couch,
And all I need is just to feel your lips on my mouth. 
Disaster creeps in just to fill the void, 
You'll never live a life just to enjoy. 
So depleted, I feel cheated. 
How did I get here? A life that's full of fear, 
Tell me how did I get here. 
Maybe it's cause I'm a bit upset, or I'm too uptight. 
But I can't get out those words in my head that you said that night. 
When you stopped being nice and started slamming doors, 
I didn't think that your jokes were funny anymore. 
So I left, I parted ways, full of hopes and dreams. 
Cause someone had to leave, 
And for the first time it was me.

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from Jerry​♡​Faye, released August 9, 2019

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